Hurt Gain My Toughness

I think everything already comes to an end now, have no point and also useless for me to sad or cry for it anymore. Now only I realized, friends will be always by my side when I was down as I never expected before. I'm so touched to see them back to me once again to cheer me up. Is the time to tell myself that, there are only friends will not leave me, only family never abandon me. I feel so bad to Marcus now, but he never show his love as obvious as I wanted him to do so. Because I feel that showing your love to your love one is quite an important chapter to be in love. I don't know whether you agree with me or not?..,but this is just my point of view, and I'm sure most of the girls do like guys to show their love towards girls using certain words or actions, but I'm not mean that the type which is too over. maybe once in a while^^

So I'm going back to my hometown from 10th to 17th of Sept as I have no idea what am I going to do for the one whole week. May God Bless Me :( still, I have so much urge to meet all my beloved friends and actually him too, but I don't hope anything bad will happen. Can we just let it goes smooth? I know it's hard, but I have to gain my toughness by the pain, right? No matter what, I still have to face it by my own! As long as I still got my friends and family. You all don't mind to pity me and accompany me as well right? :)

Later might be going out with Elain to meet my eldest sister to do her body analysis as what she did every month..and also to purchase her products for the coming month, I think. I hope to see her improves as fast as possible. As I know, different effect on different period on different people, I have take quite a long time just to lose those lousy fats xD but someone like my elder sister may take 3 months to lose 12kg. It was so amazing. Since my birthday already pass, I should think about to earn more income from Herbalife already, hope so Elain will come in my line :)

At last, really thanks to all my beloved friends. I do love you all so much. although right now I'm still thinking about all the love quotes he said to me as well as to his girlfriend now. Suck Feeling wei~ BUT I will try my best for all of you and also for myself. I'm so sorry that I didn't keep in touch with all of you frequently.

Now I will go online in MSN while I'm Facebook-ing so that I have to chance to chat with you guys and know more about all you who is far from me now. Hope that wont be too late. For those who are staying in PJ, we will straight meet with each other for more. maybe club xD