Birthday EVE and The DAY, finally I'm 18!

29/07/2010

continue with the previous post..

I went back to hostel after my lecture. All my house-mates informed me that will have a birthday dinner for me around 8pm+ when they came back from The Curve. I don't know why, I felt ashamed and down.. Because is the end of the month, so i have not much money left with me, and they were inviting me to go to Big Brother to have a dinner. How am I going to pay for the food?! I don't hope that they will pay it, but then I have no money to treat them :( SO.. EVENTUALLY, I REFUSED THEM. I feel so bad that time, not the fact that I don't wanna to dinner with them, is that I have no money and it's hard to express my feeling at that moment!

BUT Finally, I have to attend the birthday dinner. I'm not going to describe all the scene that had happened that time, because is too complicated xD Anyway, I'm so sorry to all of my lovely house-mates. I did that, but I doesn't mean it, k? Thanks for everything! I do love you all..^^

~ Azzy was our driver that night^^ _

~ My Watermelon Juice! super HUGE right? xD _

~ This pizza was actually order by him, but most of it eaten by others.. Pity xD _

~ yea! I LOVE THEM :) _

~ Happy Birthday, Y.SiewWen _

After the dinner, they went back to our hostel first, and me continue my day with him. We sent Edward back first and we REALIZED.. We Have No Other Places To Go... and He drove... and drove... and drove...... Don't know how the hell it works! Our Kancil can reach Genting Highlands! OMG~ damn shocked xD That's all for today! Happy Birthday to myself...

30/07/2010

Actually today have nothing special, just I went out for a movie and had a birthday dinner with him. Let's the pictures talk..

~ Movie of the day _

~ having my birthday dinner at Italiannies _

~ Thanks for all the presents from YOU guys^^ _

Economics' Sketch

Actually our Econ's lecturer has been telling us we have to do a sketch with a random title as long as is about Economics during the next Economics' lecturer, which is yesterday. All of the course-mates were divided into few groups and yet the sketches have been done by group by group! Guess what?! My group, 4 of us have no idea about what we going to do? We were just talking crap with our friends who also not yet complete their sketch and watching the others group performed. sometimes, the 'craps' bring people IDEA! Our idea is something like this :

The scene will tell us about the retailer trying to ask his customer to buy his product, but the customer keep on refusing him xD

Retailer : ..."I want NOBODY Nobody but YOU!"...

Customer : ..."don't call my name! don't call my name! Alejandro"...

Retailer : ..."say my name, say my name.. If no one is around you, Say baby I Love You"...

Customer : ..."I'm only gonna break break your break break your heart~"...

Retailer : ..."UNBREAK My Heart! Say you LOVE me again"...

Yea.. We all know that the IDEA is damn GOOD, so we were going to combine our groups in to ONE! So we did our discussion and practiced in the other room while the others were doing their sketch to the lecturer. We decided to record a video and play it during today's Economic Lecture! Guess what?! The other group told us that they don't wanna to combine anymore after the last class we had yesterday. Abby gone pissed off and the others included me felt so worried and sad because of their irresponsible attitude! and the effort we did before just wasted like this..

After class, I went out with him to have a movie, La Comedie Humaine.

Maybe is too tired for the laughter during the Economics' Lecture, I accidentally feel asleep on the sofa in living room. I woke up 7am in the morning and realized my messages have been read by others :( I don't know who is that and I also don't wanna to know who is that anymore. I don't hope that my anger will by my side during the day before my birthday.

I slept back on my bed and only woke up around 1pm! xD I went to college for the Economics' sketch again! Surprisingly, the groups have been combined again.. The video that made by the guys shown and none of the girls appeared in the video. In fact, we did nothing for the video. Since the lecturer thought that we are in one group, so we just add on our names in the list after finishing the video xD cool~

FAILED

I got my answer for owning a car from my sister already.

At last, I'M FAILED :(

Is my fault, I do think too much, expected too much!! That's is not relevant to the reality.

In fact, more I expect, more I disappointed, JUST LIKE NOW!

I thought after I get the car, I can fetch my sweeties go to everywhere we want to go..

I can go farer and farer...

I can go wherever I want! I can back to my hometown by car myself!

damn upset now...

need some times to cool down myself first.

Should OR Shouldn't?

Actually I have a long shopping-list with me for a period already, but I'm facing 'scarcity' now which I had learnt from my Economics lecture! I have limited resources but unlimited wants :( Even I'm not able to pay for my debts. How sad? I feel so ashamed, but what can I do? Because my income for every month is already fix, and I don't wanna to take from my parents besides from the amount they have gave to me every month. So now, what I can do is only reduce my expenses on my food and get what I want such as cosmetic, clothing and daily uses. BUT, to get all of the stuff I want in the shopping-list, have to spend almost 3 months. I had been patient fr so long, but still I can't manage my revenue and expenses well because of the scarce income. Should I go for a job?

Finally I'm brave enough to call my sister, in fact, she was just came back to Malaysia when I gave her the call.. and now I just knew that the access card for car to park in my hostel cost RM100+ I'm wondering how am I going to pay for that if I get the car. Should I still have the urge to own a car?

CONFUSED~

:(

The Surprise which is NOT SurPrise

I woke up late today because I was editing my blog's header picture until the middle of the night yesterday. I do changed my blogger's playlist too, please leave me a comment, no matter you like it or not :)

The first thing I did after I left my bed was washing up all my clothes :( My hand was damn pain because both of my fingers got hurts which I don't know how the hell I got it, but still I do finished my work of the day xD My final exam is nearer and nearer, I'm freaking nervous and my mind was totally blank. I hope I can do well this time. For my next semester, I hope I can do better than the semester that I'm having now, because I had skipped many classes in this semester! I really don't wish that I will studying the same habit for my next semester^^ I don't wanna it to happen anymore. have to eliminate the bad habits! I said it and I really mean it.

By the way, as my final exam is coming which is on middle of August, it also means that my birthday is way more nearer too. 2nd-last-day of July, I have no idea how am I going to celebrate my birthday this year, I hope it wont be so bad, because me and him have no cars now. Anyway, I already received my earliest birthday present from him today, a music box. I was damn shocked when I saw it just now, cause I never thought that he will give it to me that early. He did explained to me that is because of the transportation problem, so he bought it earlier, just in case... ... LOL

Thank you so much. I don't know what to say, seriously. I'm speechless when I saw that, because he just asked me to go to Cova Square, which is located under my hostel, to accompany to have dinner. After dinner, he straight away gave the present to me. huh! I can't describe how I feel now.

Among all the 'happiness', I'm still not satisfied with one sad thing recently. As you all know, I had requested to my sister for owning a car. Although I text her few days ago, but I have to wait for her reply cause she was still at Bali before this. I assumed that she already came back today and she might reply my message by today too, but what I received was nothing :( I'm wondering whether is she don't wanna to reply or not yet saw my message? I was too cowardice to give her a call, so what can I do is just wait for her reply even though I'm sick of waiting. I really hope that I will have a car, SERIOUS!!!

Being 'GHOST' in the middle of the NIGHT

~ Street Dance _

~ Despicable ME _

These movies are those I watched recently. Both of them performed nice act! I'm here to support you to go for all of these awesome movies, especially Street Dance! xD

Yesterday me and him had watched a movie, The Sorcerer's Apprentice with Edward at The Curve^^ and also because of the movie, She is Out Of My League, I have more carvings for this movie, cause the main character was the same guy^^ Today we had a nice MOVIE but boring day :( After movie, we have no idea at all which is where should we go or what should we do at there to kill the 'slowish' time xD

~ The Sorcerer's Apprentice _

I came back to hostel around 11pm. Azzy and Mal looks so boring and 'dull' xD they was like -half dead-! so I decided to help both of them do facial treatment, until middle of the night... That's why we are the GHOST in the middle of the night which is 3am!! It happens, we are all awesome and crazy house-mates :)

I was so sad because of him! I really don't wish to see him like that, but I have n0 choice! I doesn't like the way he talk to me last night! ARGH~ nothing I can do. Just leave it! I prefer not text with him and miss him rather than always see those hurting-message!

Drive Carefully, PLEASE!

Haiz.. Everything seems just nice and fine today, but he just got in an accident just now. I'm worrying about him now! I don't know why, actually I could sense one day it will happens for the way he drives. I feel disappointed, he seems like never listen to what I said?! Can't you just drive carefully?? I Hate Drift! *sometimes.. xD Hope that everything will be fine soon. :(

Suddenly think of wanna to get a car! It's so not me! It's so not convenient to me here! I need a car badly!!! Papa..Mama...Jiejie.....You don't want to approve my request of owning a car meh? xD

That's all for today^^ I'm going to do my revision now. Good Luck to me :)

The Night @ MIST Club

Finally, I get the chance to meet my sweeties in the CLUB, but it wasn't a good night! They do not play good music, didn't have the desire to dance at all, some more I'm not in mood~ because of him... ARGH!!! Luckily still got someone who are really cares my feeling and all my sweeties^^ BUT some of them can't join us due to some 'menstrual' problem! damn sad! I tried so hard to attend the party, even me also have the same problem, BUT still I came.. so where are all of you?!!

Especially ChongChowTong! How could you do that to us?! Setapak only what?! Don't you know how to take LRT? It just take you 45 mins.. hmp~

Okay~ doesn't matter.. Just chill and check out the awesome picture we took at the night xD

~ Makeover by AZZY - Smoky eyes with red LIPS _

~ Finally we get into Shan's car after waited her for so long _

~ Yun and me^^ Glad to see her again! _

~ GIRLS at the night _

~ I have no idea why SHAN said that she is not nice in this PIC! SWT!! _

~ Elain and me.. Best FRIEND ever^^ _

~ The fist time I take picture with her, Josee _

~ what A nice chance to take pic with them^^ Yun and Evelyn _

~ after the night, nothing can do^^ _

~ both shoes bought together at Sunway Giza^^ _

Tonight is The NIGHT

Guess what? I will going to club again tonight with all my sweeties.. Although I clearly know that this may affect the relationship between me and him, but still I choose to attend the invitation to CLUB from Elvy and Elain. I don't know what I want now actually, what I only know is, I may refuse them 2 or few times, but not forever. They are all my friends, my truly closest friend ever! How can I refuse them all the time but actually I'm damn fucking free during the day? I feel bad and guilty every time to choose you instead of them. I know you don't like this kind of night activity, I had tried so hard to let you not to compare me with your ex' and the other girls who are irresponsible to themselves. I tried so hard to let you know I'm not the same, I THOUGHT you know me well, I thought that you know I will behave in those places. NOW I know that I'm wrong, what I thought is just the bullshit nonsense! I work hard to maintain the relationship, I don't wanna to hide the real me in front of you! I like to enjoy the time with my friends at wherever places include the CLUB! This is the truth, if you are not going to accept. Then just fuck it! I just don't want to lie you by telling you that I'm not the clubbing girls but the reality is I'm actually yes! BUT I'm really not that cheap to let those unknown guys to do anything to me or I go to them to get something else! I want you to come with me, I hope I can prove all the fact to you. BUT YOU NEVER GIVE ME THE CHANCE!!! What's going on now?!! which I have no idea.....~

Release

Finally, all of my coursework completed and submitted to the lecturer already, the presentation also finished on time successfully. Although I'm not satisfied with my present, anyway all of those lousy stuff already went far from me :) I think I should be happy! but still I have a lot of revision have to do after this, because the final is coming soon. If I'm not mistaken, my final exam is on the middle of the August. I don't wanna to do last minutes' work any more, I hope I able to manage my time well and prepare for my final as fast as I can^^

~ My Collage for the presentation_

~ I think he was the luckiest in the world xD _

Since I have been quite a long time didn't update my blog, and I have no idea what to write now, so I'm going to upload some pictures of my presentation day.

By the way, I had joined a contest of a cosmetic product, Clinique which having a partnership with CLEO magazine to organize a contest name 'Clinique Star Tour'. They will visit most of the colleges and universities and some shopping malls across KL, PJ, Malacca, Tronoh, Perak and Penang. Their experts will help all of the participants to have a custom-fit consultation, makeover, hairdo and portrait by a professional photographer. It is so easy to obtain the requirement of this contest, and only cost you RM30. Here is some photos of that day^^

~ Before the makeover _

~ My photo shoot _

(actually I'm not really satisfied with this picture)

More pictures at Facebook^^