20 FEB 2013, Wednesday

I thought I am strong enough to face all this, after all I realize I am just nothing. All these days, I was just following the flow, I go wherever I thought I want to go, I do whatever I thought I want to do, but now is time for me to face the fact. What I really want and where I really want to go, it suddenly becomes to clear in my mind. I hope it wasn't too late. I am still waiting for the day.

I used to think a lot and keep it inside my heart for myself. So when I got offended or angry, I will just be offended and angry, I used to be coward when come to I have to actually ask to find out the answer. BUT I USUALLY DON'T DO THAT, BECAUSE I'M AFRAID THAT THE ANSWER MIGHT NOT BE WHAT I WISHED TO GET. I finally got the courage to ask, and I got the answer, its too late for now, but I hope it wasn't too late for the future. And now, I choose to trust and keep waiting.

Although there are so many rumors, so many people come to me and ask me the same questions. I will still trust the single answer I got, because I appreciate the courage that I brought out.

Life still goes on.

Keep Calm and Carry On :D

Finally HOMED

Oh man~ I'm finally home after so long. The last time I came home is 6 months or longer?..if I'm not mistaken ;( I miss my parents and of course the comfy bed hehehe

I did not plan to come back by flight at first, my actual plan was coming back with my eldest sister by her mini :D I changed plan just because of my crazy buddies. Love them always LOL

Thanks WL for sending me to the airport in early morning. I didn't get to sleep at all yesterday due to my laziness for packing my luggage. I have wasted my sleeping time to pack and clean my room before the holiday started.

We reached LCCT at around 620am and it is seriously crowded =.=" At some point I really worried that I will not be able to go on board. Luckily I made it. Anyway, I hate rushing, and airasia made me walk a freaking long way to get onto my flight ;(

Luckily the tiredness paid off! The feeling of stepping on the ground of my hometown is really great, especially when I looked down to the paddy fields on plane. Thanks to my lovely mama Elvy for picking me up with her cute son too!

I surprised my mum because I did not inform her I will be back earlier. Sad thing, she said I gained weight LOL

In the afternoon, I went out again with Elvy, Elain and Wynne. Guess what? We gonna dye our hair together!

After that, we all went home and planned to come out again for a yumcha session. Sadly, I ffk ;( I was waiting Elvy to come bring me on the bed but I end up sleeping like a boss. Sorry darlings~

Have a great day! I hope all of you have a great one too :D

5 FEB 2013, Tuesday

It has been a long time. I thought I will never be back again.

Anyway, there are too many things have happened. *Unbreathable

I really need to take a good rest and focus on my studies now!

Chinese New Year is really close.

I hope I manage to start blogging again ;)