Decision Making

YEAH! I'm here again.. I'm not happy anyway~

It's so hard to make a decision now! but LIFE still have to go on... Boyfiiee is busy to work recently, and I'm at home always yet wanted to go out for the un-fresh air desperately :(

THREE more months to go until my new semester start! I seriously don't know what should I do now, even though I have been lifeless-ing for weeks already.

There is no way back, so I have to look forward... ...eager to look for a better future! Can I?

New BORN to The World

First of all, congratulations to my lovely sweetie, Elvy and her husband, Max Ang.

~ I think this is the first expression he will learn from you xD _

Honestly speaking, I'm so proud of YOU!!! I can't wait to go back and visit you and see your baby now, real lots of baby's faces keep on popping out in my mind. They are just so lovely and cute! OMG~ I seriously don't know how to describe my feeling just now once I heard from you that he has came to this world already. I'm pretty sure lots and tons of wonderful stuffs and future are waiting for him and your new little family now :)

~ OR you will turn him into stylo? _

Time flies! I went through all the photos in primary school, secondary school, college, even when you were getting married, all of them are like just happened few weeks ago?...

~ 2008, first time we went to Penang together with buddies :) _

~ 2009, our dancing life started xD _

~ 2010, we finally stepped into the college life that we dreamed of _

~ 2010 year end, your baby knocked the door, he wanted to see both of his hot mama and handsome papa so much xD _

~ 2011, and our friendship never ends :) _

I miss you so much suddenly!..seriously I'm so eager to rush back to hometown now, just to see you and your baby!!!

Anyway, do always remember, you are so great, hot mama! ❤ You are bravo~ I'm sure that your baby boy is the lucky star of both of you and Max. I wish Max will have a great business and future too!

I love you so much,

always right here and support you with lots of LOVE!

My WEEKEND

Yey! My weekend was so FUN even thought it's tiring :)

I went to stay over at Michelle's house for 2 nights since Friday, because we were going to the Monterez Golf Club on Saturday after the guys have left from work at around 1pm. I'm so sorry that I did not take any pictures for that day because...don't know why =.='' Anyway, we went to swim also, after they have finished "embarrassing" themselves for playing golf xD

~ An unknown dog poo just right in front of Michelle's house before we went out xD _

We went back to Michelle's house after we have dinner. Since we are still so "energetic", so we went to play pool after that. Oh No~ I guess we were just sei chang xD By the way, I'm learning how to play pool now. It's so hard to aim and control where you want the ball goes to!!...even the posing itself is freaking me out! FML~ Seriously thanks to Michelle so much for her patience on me!...I know I'm so stupid, right? However, I will try my best to do it well as fast as possible :) I don't wanna to let her play with a stupid anymore xD

How about SUNDAY? Frankly speaking, we spent a lot of time on the ROAD! =.='' I think I should let the pictures talk, because nothing special we have done that day, but we had a great lunch time and played pool again at night! xD

Tadaa, we went to Daniel's mum shop to have Korean food! I was so surprised and excited because I don't know that we are going to have lunch there, some more is BBQ!!! :)

~ muahahaha..wonder why got Salmon in our Korean-style-lunch, because his mum is actually operating a Japanese restaurant xD _

(The shop name is Sushi TOMO! The food there is so nice, is a right choice and place for SUSHI!!!)

~ So nice!..got fruits some more :) _

~ His satisfied look xD _

Address: 8, Jln SS2/67, 47300 Petaling Jaya, Selangor.

Contact No: 03-7877 6485

Business Hour: Mon - Fri Lunch 12.00pm to 3pm

Dinner 6.00pm to 11pm

Sat and Sun Lunch 12.00pm to 4pm

Dinner 6.00pm to 11pm

Stay tuned :)

20 May '11, Friday

Harlo, people!

Yea yea, I know right? Today is 20th of May! What a lovely DATE but how come I'm so boring here? Oh NO~ :( Anyway, I hope that everyone will be happy and enjoy fully this day :)

~ The special day has reminded me this 520 cigarettes which one of my friend has showed to me last time _

(I think probably only can get it from overseas)

*and there are lots of Facebook-ers posted tons of stuffs about this special day, but I pretty like this post >> 玩了那么多年的剪刀, 石头, 布...你们懂那是什么吗? Paper, Scissors, Stone = 5, 2, 0 ❤ muahahaha... so creative, right?

~ Tadaa! At the end, I'm the "someone" who got him this! _

~ Tried to smile BIG to eliminate the boring-ness? _

Muahahaha.. These are all the pictures that day when me and Elain were so so so bored!

~ Hmm.. I think I look "GREAT" xD _

BYE!

18 May '11, Wednesday

Lalalala~ I'm here to write about "the-past" again =.='' First thing first, I think a lots of McD's or Coca-cola's fans will be rushing over and queuing up in front of counters in any McD's outlets now to get the coca-cola-can-glass or whatever you want, okay? LOL! Fine, Marcus is a big fans of Coca-cola too, because he will always collect all the glasses, cans and many many more with all types of design! His room is full of this shits =.='' That's why he is the one who will never miss this chance! BUT, sadly to say, he has to work today so...I think he will ask from someone else to help him xD Otherwise, he will be so sad for the whole day and complaining non-stop? Oh Gosh~ Anyway, I'm here to advise YOU, not to take fast food so much, okay? It's really really not good for health :) Argh..but all this fast food's and soft drinks' company is PRETTY GOOD in attracting their poorly customers...

~ Actually I pretty in love with the pink color one xD _

So are you eager to know that how I have spent my day without working yesterday? Honestly speaking, was NOTHING!!!

Seriously, I was so boring, I have nothing can do except sleep, eat, facebook, twitter, blog... ...

Oh No! I hate this kind of lifestyle! Anyway, I had my lunch with Elain at McD around 6pm hahaha~ I know right?..is actually dinner time. No Choice, I have no idea where should I have my meal anymore.

After that, we went to Setapak with her boyfiie, because they want to send their poor little hamster to Maymay. They have 2 hamsters before actually, but the other one got killed by this one xD That's why they have to send this hamster to her so that "she" wont be lonely anymore!

~ Heavy rain before we left condo, thundering and lighting everywhere! :( _

~ Spotted her? poor thing.. _

~ How do you spend your Wesak Day? _

(It's the first time I saw this kind of Flower Parade in PJ, @SS2)

We came back from Setapak and went to SS2 to have dinner, but not me xD Guess what?!

Elain was drawing on my face again at late night around 12am =.='' See, I never LIE, we are that BORED!!!

~ I know it looks a bit cacat, it's because of the fake lashes xD _

~ muahahaha..I think her boyfiie is damn sick of watching us crazy like this! _

I think I'm done here.

Stay tuned ❤

The Days Without Work

Maybe it's because of the plain-accordant-working-routine last time, I'm already used to wake up in the morning. Oops! I used to wake up in the afternoon when I was a spoil kid xD I walked out from the room and looked out from the windows, I doubt, so I really know where I am? I'm so far away from my parents and my lovely home :( I was looking to the labors who are working hard for the construction, and all the houses, apartments, buildings, shop-lots...Everyone is working for MONEY. I'm right here looking to all of them, and I feel LOST! Apparently, my mind will be keep on thinking and I know that I need to find a way out from here, from myself, for my own. I probably know that what should I do the next, but still it's so blur, same to my future too. I don't know why, this busy-city-view makes me think a lot!! =.=''

What should I do for the 4-months-holiday? What should I do more once my new semester starts? Where am I going next? How great can I be after this as I wish to?

Oh! Why am I so EMO?...maybe it's just because of I have learnt a GREAT lesson in my life from a random bastard. The only thing I know is, I MUST stay STRONG and keep my mind FRESH at every moment, because every random people who pass through or stick in my life with me are my teachers, they give me lessons! Each of them gives me different, challenging, and unpredictable lessons to me. They are all the "encouragement" in my life, they make me keep improving, upgrading, become more mature and at last, achieve SUCCESS in my life!..no matter they have good or bad attitudes, no matter they are my friends or enemies...

Okay~ stop this shit~

I have no idea why am I so EMO in the early morning =.='' I just feel so lifeless as I think I should walk out from this door and go for more jobs to kill the time...

I did not regret of my words and decisions because I clearly know that there are no way for me to regret for the past, it's just so useless, BUT I learn and I EARNED! I know for sure there is ONE DAY I will gain from what I have loss today, because I will never ever redo this mistake anymore.

Anyway, I have a gift to Marcus yesterday, I will talk about it...maybe after 2 weeks? muahahaha... Stay tuned for the post :)

Hey bastard, why don't you just tell them you stopped me for going to work instead of giving me break to concentrate on my studies? What a bullshit! AND now a 19-years-old girl (ME) is laughing at you, a 30+ poor man! Anyway, thanks for giving me this golden chance to praise you here since you like to backstab everyone around you so much without their knowing even you seem treat them so good in day time. I seriously pity all of them! BUT the one I pity the most is my sister :(

I don't have the right to do any comments but this is her choice, no matter what, she has to deal with the aftermath. I have already voiced out what is the problems underneath, the DIFFERENTIATING FACTOR is yourself, is in your hand. No one can helps you~ Good Luck!

Luckily I still have my family, lover and friends :)

I'm not afraid of falling down, because they will be always by my side and guiding or giving me ways of standing up again! ❤

I Know What Am I Doing!!

Everyone got their LIMIT, and he crossed it, that's why I'm able to write so freely here.

I finally got the chance and time to update my blog. Thanks a lot to him =.='' I'm not going to say much about what had actually happened, because it's a long long story as I have been giving a lot of patience through his horribly terrible actions and words.

I don't know how important am I at there, but I got my own self pride, I reserve the right to get respect too even I'm younger than you! The shop don't need me, I leave then. SO just keep your mouth shut and stop complaining as I have already do your wish!!!

Sorry readers, I need some space here to release my stress~

I will be back soon :)

Isn't My Day - 05 May '11, Thursday

Oops! I'm so sorry, guys..

I have been busy like a COW these days :( ...and now I'm using this little FREE time to update this blog at Healthy Strand, because no one here to have their healthy, amazing + delicious breakfast yet! xD

Are you curious about what happened on 5th of May that causes me so so so wanted to FML? ..so now here I'm going to start all the issues :(

Honestly speaking, I feel that I have met a 瘟神 Translation: god of bad luck? or something, I had a totally bad day and BAD LUCK throughout the day!!! (or maybe my sister brought all my GOOD LUCK to Bangkok already? xD)

As what I remembered, Vincent my sister's bf has given me the key of our house early in the morning when we reached Healthy Strand, and I have kept it properly in my bag in front of him!..and also he reminded me not to loss it! I do bared in my mind, SERIOUSLY!!!

Yeah! happy for them They left at around 11am.. and Yeah! Marcus and me closed the shop at around 4pm. because he has to take his final exam, otherwise we will be closed at 2pm. We went off to Giant happily to get bottles of water for tomorrow, and headed back to the house after that.

Guess what?! I couldn't found they key in my bag =.='' I was so worried and nervous, and Vincent's words keep on repeating in my mind! Uh! I hate that!!! We have no choice so I decided to go back to the shop and search for the key!Some more I'm having the first day of PMS that day, seriously it's not a good sign! :(

I have almost "turn the shop upside-down" but I still couldn't find the freaking key! I'm so not into the situation and don't know what should I do anymore, I can't even think of any solution! Frankly to you, I was so scared! I'm worried that I can't take bath and change, and how the hell I can do the business as usual with a tidy and clean clothing? Marcus was starting to look for the advertisements from The Star newspaper and call friends and family members who might be know the number of locksmith :(((((((((((((((

He is asking for a Yellow Page, but our shop doesn't even have a phone, how the hell to get a Yellow Page? No one has the numbers and I was thinking of get any informations from the internet, so yea, we got the number and started to call for HELP!

So now, BAD THINGS are queueing up for us!!!!!

We have paid RM60 to the locksmith, another RM50 to unlock the clamp (because we parked our car at the drop-off place since there are NO PARKING around there and we thought that it will be fast In fact, it is FAST also!..and we already told the security guard that we gonna move some stuffs upstairs!) Finally, another RM90+ for a new lock :( Apparently, I was so so so so not in mood to the MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily, we still have an offer of a FREE dinner from Daniel and Michelle at Nando's @ Subang Parade.

Freaking stupid guys craving for games _

~ shitty-without-make-up-look _

~ I like this LOGO so much xD _

~ Lousy guys, hate them! ANTI them!!!!! _

~ My meal :) _

~ His new CUE, he loves it more than me :( _

and we found this girl or lady or auntie?? She dressed up and make up like a 17-year-old girl. This is not so terrible yet, the worst thing was her voice like...OMG! I don't know how to explain!..is just so terrible, like an auntie speak like a little girl. =.=''

~ I asked Michelle to "take my picture" xD _

~ ZOOM IT!!! _

OK, I should stop now.

Anyway, I have no idea how terrible Vincent will be nagging me after he knew all this. Oh No! I don't even dare to think of that! I know that it is my fault, because I did not pay full responsibilities on what I should do since they have trusted me so much and asked me to take care of the shop and all the lovely customers here :( I'm so sorry!

Honestly speaking, I'm scared and worried to the extend that I don't even dare to think oftomorrow. I was worrying about what else BAD will be happened again on me? FML!!!

...and the worst thing was!!!...I found the key in a Giant plastic bag yesterday (9th of May)!

Marcus asked me to keep it because it is so MEMORABLE! =.='' ...because they key now costsRM200+ (RM60 locksmith + RM50 unlock the clamp + RM90a new lock) Seriously I feel like wanna kill myself when I found the key, I rather I can't find it, like FOREVER!

A great lesson I have learnt these days!

God bless ME!!