Fight For This Love

Due to certain reason, I have requested from my sister a sound system. Before that, the speaker was using for my sister's shop, but now already full of dust, so I'm willing to reborn it to help for my choosy ears and lonely mind :) I took it to play most of the CLUB's song! The effect was extremely awesome unexpectedly... But I'm more into the songs, "Parachute" and "Fight For This Love" by Cheryl Cole. I wont feel boring even it keep on playing the same song xD

I have not enough sleep last night, 2 hours only lar wei~ I slept at 4am and have to wake up at 630am to meet up my eldest sister. Her shop was totally change to a new look! It looks fresh, but the workers there doesn't meant to it at all, even worse is they let me feel that cleaning is just their only duty xD By the way, I cut my fringe today! finally~ Because it annoyed me quite a long time already. Although it doesn't make me look much different on my appearance, but I feel comfort with it now... In the other hand, I become thinner again! Now I have 2kg more to go! and I know, I CAN DO IT xD

The Outing - 26/04/2010

The status of SINGLE with every single night

yea, Yeong Siew Wen is single now! I think I still need time to adapt myself in this situation. Now, mind setting is very important for me^^ I'm not willing to say anything sad in my blog, because I'm enough tired to have such fucking sad feeling in the past of the time. It was killing me every single night, even in my dreams! I'm still young! I should have sweet dreams!!! :( Now is the time for me to take a long rest, taste my life, feel my life, enjoy it with all of my friends...

I have updated my 'SY Photography' album last night, it was awesome! xD I think...

Besides, Azzy did something awesome for our house. damn nice lar wei... xD

It COMES to me again

Last night, I saw his post, finally he do something to his blog^^ The words in the lyrics is so nice to hear, and I'm touching deep into my heart. At the same time, I can feel how deep he loves me now. I hope it wont be too late. Even though it's hard to maintain our relationship in the case of 'long distance', but I hope what he wished will comes true one day in the future.

I have done my both individual and group assignments as well yesterday, and also passed up to the lecturer in the morning today. I have been a long time did not feel that 'release' already, although I have to give a presentation on 'Pregnancy before marriage' next Monday during the Moral Studies' lecture. I'm not a leader in the group this time, that's why I thought I wont so stress while being a group member, but things do not come with me, I was more stress than what I felt before. I'm actually have to do a conclusion due to the topic, not only submitted my article lately, the article yet had been rejected. I was sad and trying my best to think what can I do to let her agree with my article. Seriously, I'm paranoid with this. Meanwhile, I'm wondering is it my group member get the same feeling as me when I'm a leader to them. I don't hope so, If I really do, SORRY :( But I understood that she just want the presentation goes smooth and finish it successfully.

As what the title today said, 'It COMES to me again', that means had been a long time I didn't feel that panic as now already, and this feeling comes to me again. I was so sick to control myself even to fix it well. I cried hardly, my mind was totally blank and suddenly have no confident at all to myself. I felt I'm too stupid until I had re-correct the article 2 to 3 times and it was resulting as I'm failed to do it. However, I'm not the one who pay the most effort and attention, but him. sorry:(

What am I going to do now ? Someone else can help me on it ?

SERIOUSLY, I feel helpless~

The "Baju Kurung" Day

sorry readers, I'm busying about my assignments and the coming presentation day recently :( I know my blog is not updated for a long time already. During this time, not only assignments accompany me, but also my dear. Thank you xD Today is 'our' Baju Kurung Day^^ It's not compulsory to all of the college students, just because for FUN! I borrowed a set of Baju Kurung from Atyn and wore it to the college in this morning. Actually I'm scared, because all of the students looked like never seen Chinese wearing Baju Kurung before :( GOD! Fine, our lecture still have to carry on! The lecture was so bored and I'm going to fed up soon! Luckily the time to have a short break came smoothly, we took a lot of pictures in the class. Happy xD