30 December '11, Friday

I used to have this problem that only happen between 10am to 2pm couple of days a week (Sometimes if I'm "lucky" enough, it wont be happened the whole week) - seriously headache and dizzy and it started months ago. At first, I thought that I'm low blood and didn't have lunch on time (around 12pm), so I never want to consult a doctor, but this symptom is getting worse day by day, especially recently. Before that, if I started to feel dizzy, I will straightaway go for lunch. After some time, the dizziness occurred earlier and earlier even at 9am+. I was thinking that I might be a freak if I had 'lunch' at that time when I just had my breakfast 2 hours ago, so I used to take sweets and chocolates, hoping that the sweetness may help to reduce some pain.

Yesterday, I feel dizzy again around 11am. I went to have lunch with my eldest sister 30 minutes after. BUT guess what? This time, I don't feel any better but worst! I don't even have appetite to eat (which is doesn't like ME) and feel like vomiting :( The feeling is so bad that I don't know how to describe it.

Finally I decided to go and consult a doctor nearby Healthy Strand.

If you are sore throat? fever? or even stroke???...you can easily tell the doctor what is your problem. but now what?! I have no idea where should I start my "story" when the doctor asked me what had happened to me =.='' Luckily she is patient and good enough to listen to me. I feel better (better, I mean my heart not the sickness LOL) after telling the doctor what is bothering me the past few months. BUT the questions that she asked me after this were killing me so much because I feel stress and worried about my situation now.

Curious about what she has asked me?
Question like: Are you used to be sick usually? Do you afraid of cold? DO you easily got cold hands and legs? Am I having a good menstrual cycle? Do your both hands and legs sweat a lot? do your parents or grandparents had diabetes? (This question really KILLS me! and my tears were just running around my eyes) A lot of questions more but most of them I had forgotten because she really gave me a lot of "information" that freaks me out.

She actually explained to me what is my problem and suggested me to do TWO blood test. Now only I know HEART ATTACK, DIABETES, STROKE are all not scary. The only scariest thing in the world is that when you don't even know what is the disease and all the "professional" wording the doctor used. By now, I only remembered she said about tyroid? hormone? Spirillum?? and etc... AND she still asked me to try to sleep at 10pm everyday, go out "sun-bathing" in the early morning and eat more seafood which I eat less throughout my life!

Anyway, I'm going to do the blood tests on 01/01/2012 :( What a GOOD start of a NEW YEAR! Good Luck to me... Don't know why, I'm scared of dying :(( I'm scared of leaving my family, my love one, my friends and the people I know.

God, please don't take me at this young age. I really LOVE them and my life a lot!

26 December '11, Monday

Today is a replacement holiday, so Healthy Strand opens at 9am! Normally we won't have an off day because of Public Holiday even it is Hari Raya or Deepavali..even Merdeka LOL because we serve our customers well :) The normal working hour is started at 7am but weekends and all the public holidays, we will be open at 9am. Feel great that I don't have to wake up so early!

Just a short post for today because I'm going to start my revision for the coming final exam two weeks later. WISH ME LUCK!

Healthy Strand becomes so so so crowded day by day. I supposed to be happy because of my busy-ness, doing work at the counter bar but running-nose used to ruin my day a lot! Huh..feel so bad...

I saw my elder sister, Anggie was walking to me and ask me out for lunch. and I said YES even though my eldest sister was still busy in the counter while I'm resting my hands and nose at the sofa. I'm sorry but I really can't stand for the sickness. MY NOSE IS EVEN BUSIER THAN MY HANDS =.=''

Ichiban Boshi @ Sunway Giza Mall, Kota Damansara

Wuu~ Yum Yum...

My Chicken Katsu set with Chawan set!

That's all for today :)
Stay tuned.

The Night during CHRISTMAS DAY

Guess what? Everyone in the house was like CRAZY. yea..really crazy because his parents were out and the 'children' have to settle their dinner themselves. Apparently the job of taking care of the younger one, like me and Marcus LOL, Charmaine and Eugene (his younger sister and brother) will be going to the elder one in the house 'at the moment' ---> Stephanie and Alex (his eldest sister and the future brother-in-law, maybe...)

I bet you should know that these children who lost their parents will be a lil bit going WILD or what we can say is UNCONTROLLABLE, sometimes =.='' like...the time of waiting them to put on a more 'presentable' outfits to dinner is @@ and another thing will be there were some eye-catching tv shows are showing. Then you might  have to wait for a decade LOL

We went to a nearest Chinese restaurant called PARIS to have dinner. SIX of us, I told them we were like those children who act like an adult, pandai pandai go to this kind of restaurant, ordering food like-a-boss...

I used to feel ashamed because of my height, that causes me to loss a choice for becoming a model FAILED (I mean..IF I look good =.='' Please don't got me wrong and spam me) but he changes my mind! LOL Stephanie has to drive EXTRA carefully because her brother's head is ngam ngam to the top of the car xD

Who says the best roasted milk tea only can be found in Chatime? Let me tell you, as long as the name of the drink is the same, then the taste will also be ALMOST the same, no matter which bubble-milk-tea-shop you choose to have it *fact! There are so many of choices out there..Isenbin? UFO..? Snowflakes? Only in SS2 itself you can find like 100000000x of them LOL so we went to one named Yippee Cup.

The MILK TEA is always be my FIRST choice  ♥   

After a few minutes chilling there for a while, we decided to go to a DVD shop to get some movies for the rest of the night :) 3CDs..In-Time, You are an Apple of My Eyes, Don't be Afraid of the Dark (if I'm not mistaken because I never want to remember the name of this kind of scary movie)

Sadly to say, they lied to me :( They said they gonna watch "You are an Apple of My Eyes" first but ended up... I only realized they are going to watch "Don't be Afraid of the Dark" after I heard some weird sound effects on the TV =.='' FML Immediately I went to switch on the laptop and watch "You are an Apple of My Eyes" with an earphone. Marcus is not any better than me, actually. He puts on his earphone and play games =.=''

It is funny when I was laughing because of my movie (and they might be shivering and biting their fingernails) and everyone will be like looking at me and asked: WTH has happened to her?! Anyway, you choose to be scared and I choose to laugh. That's all I can say LOL but still I feel sorry to them also, because I did not watch the movie with them. I knew that I can't bear with all the scary scenes and sound effects for every scary movies. BUT at least I stay close with you guys kay?..by watching another movie in front of you.

So yea, I think that's all for the night and I went back home after that as my driver is going to start working tomorrow. Imma gonna be widow for quite some time ;(

Jingle Jingle Bell

Huh..yea! I know right? It has been a month since I last blogging. Anyway, I admit that I'm more concern about my study now from day one when my degree course started. I really scared that I can't catch up the tougher subjects and fail the exam, so I tried my best to attend all classes. doesn't like how I used to be when I'm studying Foundation, because I know degree will not be that easy as foundation anymore!

By the way, I had finished Finance's final exam, now I have still left 3 subjects in the middle of January. really hope that I can do well :)

" Oops..feel so weird that I'm actually blogging now. Don't know where to start =.='' "

So how is your Christmas eve?

I'm gonna to share about mine although it's like...nothing special LOL

It's just a very simple sushi dinner with him and his family, but I really enjoy myself with them a lot :D We went to SUSHI TOMO @ SS2 to have dinner. not as well-planned as last year's Christmas, we had buffet dinner at Park Royale Hotel, because there are some other things that crashed with Christmas day. No matter what, I'm still pretty satisfied and feel very thankful about the celebration yesterday night!..as long as we got to spend time together :)

Christmas cake after dinner :D

After that, we went to Starbucks @ 32Square to chill since there still have couple of hours left until Christmas.

Dress code of the day :) LOL but this picture looks like I got a big big tummy =.=''

I had Cranberry White Chocolate Mocha Frappuccino ♥

Oh yea! I curled my hair!!..if you still don't know :)

That's all for my Chirstmas eve LOL Hope that you had a better and awesome one too :)

Today, which is CHRISTMAS DAY! I went to Healthy Strand as usual in the morning because of working. After everything, I went to uptown to meet up with him and his family at a newly opened restaurant named Entree @ Uptown to have lunch together :) It's very near to The Ship.

My tomato-based spaghetti :)

The interior design of the restaurant

They display some snacks that you will be familiar to which you might have it  when you were a kid. 

CUTE right?

Special drinks that you able to find in the restaurant!

Hmm..wonder what's gonna be the plan later. Stay tuned :D