101010

As you guys know that, I'm kinda not in mood recently :( Remember what I had posted in Facebook on 101010?

" It's 101010 today.. Hope something good will happen to me today Onwards.. Is it possible? :( "

Shockingly, the dream comes true! I did not give any text to him on that day, until the night, he sent me a message and asking for a meet. I refused him even though I knew that he was already waiting for me at the guard house. After that, I told him to come up if he willing to yet I just not feeling like wanna go out at that particular time. Since I'm doing the nails for Aida and Lynn just find out how to do a simply nail art recently :) , so I didn't give much bother about whether he might coming up or not? In fact, I hope that I can see him too...

~ This is what I tried to do on my nails :) _

The smile on my face at that moment reminded me that I couldn't smile 'properly' the whole day already! I'm touching but still the sadness of mine was still with me. He came to my hostel with Dinesh as I know that they were having group study today. Guess what? I'm so mean to him! I don't talk to him that much, even a lil bit eye contact. After that, he straight went in to my room to continue his studies. Owh~ I feel so bad actually.. Dinesh really put a lot of effort on me just to ask me to talk to him xD Apologize to Dinesh here that I actually raised my voice towards him. At the end, I went in to the room, but we still didn't have any conversation.

Then, he went to slept in the living room as it was already late! Still I didn't talk to him that much and I straight went to make-up and dress up myself as what I planned for the day before this, although the time is already 2am+ The purpose of doing that is actually I wanna to take pictures for my sister (Herbalife use) xD

~ Trust this or not, is always on YOU^^ _

( I never expect that I got that SHAPE before LMAO )

After all, I asked him to go to my bed and I went to remove all the make-up. muahahaha~ I know I'm a little bit crazy for doing all that in the last night! Instead of describing me as the word Crazy, I think Awesome would be the best to describe me, should I? :) Since 3 persons of my house-mates are going to Nike Run at around 4am, so the guys are going to over night here cause there are still a lot of empty beds xD

Around 3am, I went in to the room and lie beside him. Although I'm still upset because of the problems, but to be frank to you, the way he hug me after that, I have to admit that I miss him so much..and the way he said 'I miss you too' was the most catchiest one throughout all the time that he did it always. Insecureness of mine gone straightaway. Maybe this is what I need the most - the caring from him. :)

Guess what? I actually woke up at 5pm today!..and I realized that I had received so many messages in the morning of 10am+ from Elain, ZiQ and YongCiek when I'm still blur. Sorry guys, sorry for the late reply.

Elain, Thanks for your caring always. I do appreciate our friendship as deep as you do, I think :)

Ziq, don't apologize! But make sure I can meet with you next time. Miss you :)

YCiek, honestly speaking, I'm so happy to get your text. I do appreciate it as much as I can :)

Stay tuned to my blog even though I'm not update my blog frequently but I promise I will try my best^^

I'm gonna go out with him for study at Dinesh house tonight.

All the best to us, Good Luck to YOU :)

Everything will be fine after 101010...