I used to have this problem that only happen between 10am to 2pm couple of days a week (Sometimes if I'm "lucky" enough, it wont be happened the whole week) - seriously headache and dizzy and it started months ago. At first, I thought that I'm low blood and didn't have lunch on time (around 12pm), so I never want to consult a doctor, but this symptom is getting worse day by day, especially recently. Before that, if I started to feel dizzy, I will straightaway go for lunch. After some time, the dizziness occurred earlier and earlier even at 9am+. I was thinking that I might be a freak if I had 'lunch' at that time when I just had my breakfast 2 hours ago, so I used to take sweets and chocolates, hoping that the sweetness may help to reduce some pain.
Yesterday, I feel dizzy again around 11am. I went to have lunch with my eldest sister 30 minutes after. BUT guess what? This time, I don't feel any better but worst! I don't even have appetite to eat (which is doesn't like ME) and feel like vomiting :( The feeling is so bad that I don't know how to describe it.
Finally I decided to go and consult a doctor nearby Healthy Strand.
If you are sore throat? fever? or even stroke???...you can easily tell the doctor what is your problem. but now what?! I have no idea where should I start my "story" when the doctor asked me what had happened to me =.='' Luckily she is patient and good enough to listen to me. I feel better (better, I mean my heart not the sickness LOL) after telling the doctor what is bothering me the past few months. BUT the questions that she asked me after this were killing me so much because I feel stress and worried about my situation now.
Curious about what she has asked me?
Question like: Are you used to be sick usually? Do you afraid of cold? DO you easily got cold hands and legs? Am I having a good menstrual cycle? Do your both hands and legs sweat a lot? do your parents or grandparents had diabetes? (This question really KILLS me! and my tears were just running around my eyes) A lot of questions more but most of them I had forgotten because she really gave me a lot of "information" that freaks me out.
She actually explained to me what is my problem and suggested me to do TWO blood test. Now only I know HEART ATTACK, DIABETES, STROKE are all not scary. The only scariest thing in the world is that when you don't even know what is the disease and all the "professional" wording the doctor used. By now, I only remembered she said about tyroid? hormone? Spirillum?? and etc... AND she still asked me to try to sleep at 10pm everyday, go out "sun-bathing" in the early morning and eat more seafood which I eat less throughout my life!
Anyway, I'm going to do the blood tests on 01/01/2012 :( What a GOOD start of a NEW YEAR! Good Luck to me... Don't know why, I'm scared of dying :(( I'm scared of leaving my family, my love one, my friends and the people I know.
God, please don't take me at this young age. I really LOVE them and my life a lot!
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