We argued and didn't talk or text for 2 days. If I'm not mistaken... and you know GIRLS, we like to think and think and think A LOT!! so I thought that it is already an ending for our relationship. Guess what?! I couldn't sleep well and didn't eat at all for those few days, but the best part is, I don't feel hungry. even a piece of Roti Canai might kill me if I'm gonna finish it :(
My house-mates said that I'm tough because I did not show them that I'm depressed. In fact, only God knows that how suffer am I when the day comes to night time, when I couldn't sleep at all; when I miss him like hell; when I'm struggling whether I should text him or not?
I feel thankful because all my house-mates were trying hard to cheer me up and accompany me all the time. but I'm the one who always make fun of them to cheer everyone up instead of me.LOL What to do? I don't like to make them worry me.
At last, I tried to end up this "nightmare". I text him and I admit, I did stupid stuff - like going to end up this relationship. He told me about what he dislike me to do, but I didn't tell off mine. Don't ask me why, I just don't feel like telling off again ..and everyone got their own problem, I don't hope to throw all that to him more, so I decided to keep it to myself and accept all the mistakes that I did.
That night, after 12am, I borrowed Lynn's (my roommate) car and drove to Elain's house at Kelana Jaya to collect something from her with Atyn and Aida (my house-mates). She did talk to me for quite some times. God bless us and hope that everything will be fine to her. After that, I was heading to Subang and do some stupid stuff towards him. sorry :( I tried to control myself after I get in the car but I'm failed. I'm so sorry that I cried in front of them.
Luckily, God is not allowed me to cry that much. Guess what happened next? Lynn called us and told us that one of the house which is same block but different floor from us was on fire. and it sounds quite serious. So, I gulped down all my sadness and headed back to hostel. AND the real nightmare occurred now, both of them thought that I wanna to go to I-City which located at Shah Alam xD damn!!!!!!~ and yea, we reached I-City SAFELY but full of scariness! because we did not know how the hell to go back after that.
When we are on the way going back to my hostel as I thought, I questioned them a lot of time: are you sure this is the way to go back? They answered: Yea larrr, chill larrr! OMG!~ This shit really never happen in my life, people! Then, we stopped at somewhere else where I don't know where the hell is that and started to laugh each other and for sure, call for HELP! Our emotion was like upside down that time! Another SHIT is.. Atyn got my sim card into the car meter and now we couldn't find it anymore.
Then, we headed to I-City for FREE and took some pictures at there. LOL
~ We saw BINTANG Sidewalk Cafe around the area! _
(We were shocked because this cafe also have in Cova Square)
~ I should come with him again right? :) _
We got rescue by Aida's 'lover' but the best thing is he was trying to confused us about the way out from the shitty place before guiding us back to hostel. We are eventually reach our hostel area around 4am! BUT the 2 silly girls told me that they don't feel safe to go back at that time, because real lot of shits happened tonight + we guys are damn energetic!
At the end, we decided to head back to Subang to meet with him..after BREAKFAST, end of the day and SLEEP as long as we can! wow~
really hope that we wont argue again,
maybe I should say, I wont do stupid stuff anymore,
if I can.. LOL
I LOVE YOU, Marcus :)
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