It COMES to me again

Last night, I saw his post, finally he do something to his blog^^ The words in the lyrics is so nice to hear, and I'm touching deep into my heart. At the same time, I can feel how deep he loves me now. I hope it wont be too late. Even though it's hard to maintain our relationship in the case of 'long distance', but I hope what he wished will comes true one day in the future.

I have done my both individual and group assignments as well yesterday, and also passed up to the lecturer in the morning today. I have been a long time did not feel that 'release' already, although I have to give a presentation on 'Pregnancy before marriage' next Monday during the Moral Studies' lecture. I'm not a leader in the group this time, that's why I thought I wont so stress while being a group member, but things do not come with me, I was more stress than what I felt before. I'm actually have to do a conclusion due to the topic, not only submitted my article lately, the article yet had been rejected. I was sad and trying my best to think what can I do to let her agree with my article. Seriously, I'm paranoid with this. Meanwhile, I'm wondering is it my group member get the same feeling as me when I'm a leader to them. I don't hope so, If I really do, SORRY :( But I understood that she just want the presentation goes smooth and finish it successfully.

As what the title today said, 'It COMES to me again', that means had been a long time I didn't feel that panic as now already, and this feeling comes to me again. I was so sick to control myself even to fix it well. I cried hardly, my mind was totally blank and suddenly have no confident at all to myself. I felt I'm too stupid until I had re-correct the article 2 to 3 times and it was resulting as I'm failed to do it. However, I'm not the one who pay the most effort and attention, but him. sorry:(

What am I going to do now ? Someone else can help me on it ?

SERIOUSLY, I feel helpless~