LAZY

I didn't go to school again
I can felt that my dear very sad
to see that I'm lost of myself

I really don't know how to explain
the reason that
I don't want to study
EXCEPT lazy
still got something that I don't know how to mention it

I know SPM is the gap for me to decide and conclude my future
BUT I seem like cant realize at all
Oh My God
even myself
also don't know what am I thinking

every time you advise me
not i don't want to reply what you said
but really I'm speechless
sorry MY DEAR
I know what you said was for my own good^^

anyway
I will try my best to improve myself in this short period

SO SAD
to hear that
I will straight going to KL
for my college life after SPM
SUNWAY COLLEGE
although its a famous school in MY
but I think I wont qualified in that
BUT its a good try for me, i think
Hope I really can do it
-STRESS-

recently I saw my friend's blog
she seem like not so happy this few day
hope she will cheer up soon
I'm so sad
just because of I can help her nothing
although I know she wont find me even she need help
SORRY my dear friend
take good care of yourself