I want Freedom!!

I don't want my life full of LIE!!

Why Between the words of BELIEVE..

still keep a LIE??

sometimes.. 

I just want to find an answer... 

A very confirm answer to myself!!! 

The people I love.. 

I just want know that.. 

when I love you, You are not playing me.. 

and also Love ME as I love you truly!! 

Just because of this, 

I already very satisfied... 

I not demand anything you should give me... 

i just want know about the TRUE LOVE..  

WHO CAN STILL TELLING ME... 

WHAT IS TRUE LOVE ?? 

IS IT TRUE LOVE NOW STILL BEING ???  

today Have one of my friend.. 

He help me repair my laptop!! 

now the laptop already completely repair... 

I ask him to take it to my school after he busy at his school!!! 

Because today actually I have stay at school to teach WeiTing and Elain Accounts.. about 6pm, is the time that Afternoon Class finish classes.. 

So that i always hasten him to be more fast !! 

but that time, I just fully think on My laptop.. 

I didn't think that he is driving Motor.. 

PekChuen ask me that is it him accident?? 

But I very confidently answer him that IMPOSSIBLE... 

because that he late not 1 time already.. 

Time pass so fast.. 

And i also have to go up my bus!!! 

Even i call him, sms him.. also no respon.. 

NO REPLY>>> 

My heart beat started move faster and faster... 

when i reach home,  

finally I receive his message!!!!! 

'sorry, I just now accident!!'  

LOLZZ.. OMG.. 

Is it really GOD playing me.. 

Why what have PekChuen said will be so coincidental ?? 

I really felt very sorry and ashamed to him... 

Not I want Blamed myself.. 

Is really my false.. 

Sorry...